Tuesday, February 28, 2006
HAIZZZ... worlds in a disastic horrible plc tad i had nv seen....e darkness.. e saddness.. e depressedness.. evryting... its lyk end of e world... no light is cuming in..even artificial light and stars dun help..... i nd e sun.. my heart is cold... it doesnt beat animre.. it shivers...... its buried in ice tad nv melts... global warming doesnt melts it neither... its owaes ther... unbreakable.. a sadded heart is meaningless........
i hate sch cos ppl dere are all happy.. well..its gd 4 dem to b happy.. but cant dey even giv abit of their happiness to me?? cant dey jus b concerned abt sum1 ard them??? y r dey so hopeless?? and y m i depending on them to giv me a smile when even i couldnt?????????? telling myself to smile.. cos evryday u hav to do 3impt tings wich is 1.smile 2.smile wif teeth 3.laugh out loud... well i did smile.. unwillingly..cos when i dunno wad to say.. i jus giv tad prsn a smile... but tad was not counted ok... i actually did none of the above 3 tings mentioned... i'm jus lyk a zoombie.. a living dead prsn.. inside is empty......... i had tears and tears.. but it couldnt change into a smile... its jus tears of saddness...
onli watching mr.fighting makes me feel alil btr..but once e show end.. nth makes me feel btr.. evryting ard me is lyk worse than eva... i din realise tad last tym.. i dun even hav mood to do aniting.... if ani1 was to c me now.. dey will sure b asking if dere's sth wrong wif me.. cos i'm nt lyk tad.. tis is not me.. sum1 hu is filled wif saddnes.. no ways......... but tads wad i m now. and i cant help it...my heart is aching lyk hell.. but i cant do aniting...
i freaking gt a hse D and i'm lyk making a big fuss abt it.. cos u dunno wad was i doing... can u imagine yolanda pouring rubbish frm e small 1 to e medium and e medium to e large?? i doubt u can figure tad out.. yucks its disgusting man.. i was freaking washing my hands aft tad sucky clearing of rubbish.. but lucky she release us abit earlier.. hahahaz.buden i'm still nt happi wif it.. wads wrong wif e tchr man.. dun 1 go teach his lesson cum and observe ppl gg to e lockers.. and catch ppl giving hse D.. and tad fat ass woman wif specs...she btr watch out.. sae wad not cleared properly.. den mus reclear.. giv her a tight slap off man........ hate her lyk hell.... thank god she let me off early... my buay song face ah..scared her wits off ba..............
haiz.. haizz. haizz.haiz.....this is nv turning back.. i gave up my happiness 4 u.. so pls do treasure it... i regretted agn.. i told myself nt to regret anitings in life.. cos wheneva u start to regret.. u r too late to turn back.. but y since i noe tad. i try my best to cherish.. but i still hav to let go and regret....... seeing u happy makes me tink tad its all worth it.. but i'm too dumb to do tad.... don't u tink so? but i'm jus so toot lah...
ci ke ni yi zhen de li kai wo.. zai mei you wo de yi ge shi jie zi you de zou...( adapted frm zhang shao han angela zhen de)
i hate sch cos ppl dere are all happy.. well..its gd 4 dem to b happy.. but cant dey even giv abit of their happiness to me?? cant dey jus b concerned abt sum1 ard them??? y r dey so hopeless?? and y m i depending on them to giv me a smile when even i couldnt?????????? telling myself to smile.. cos evryday u hav to do 3impt tings wich is 1.smile 2.smile wif teeth 3.laugh out loud... well i did smile.. unwillingly..cos when i dunno wad to say.. i jus giv tad prsn a smile... but tad was not counted ok... i actually did none of the above 3 tings mentioned... i'm jus lyk a zoombie.. a living dead prsn.. inside is empty......... i had tears and tears.. but it couldnt change into a smile... its jus tears of saddness...
onli watching mr.fighting makes me feel alil btr..but once e show end.. nth makes me feel btr.. evryting ard me is lyk worse than eva... i din realise tad last tym.. i dun even hav mood to do aniting.... if ani1 was to c me now.. dey will sure b asking if dere's sth wrong wif me.. cos i'm nt lyk tad.. tis is not me.. sum1 hu is filled wif saddnes.. no ways......... but tads wad i m now. and i cant help it...my heart is aching lyk hell.. but i cant do aniting...
i freaking gt a hse D and i'm lyk making a big fuss abt it.. cos u dunno wad was i doing... can u imagine yolanda pouring rubbish frm e small 1 to e medium and e medium to e large?? i doubt u can figure tad out.. yucks its disgusting man.. i was freaking washing my hands aft tad sucky clearing of rubbish.. but lucky she release us abit earlier.. hahahaz.buden i'm still nt happi wif it.. wads wrong wif e tchr man.. dun 1 go teach his lesson cum and observe ppl gg to e lockers.. and catch ppl giving hse D.. and tad fat ass woman wif specs...she btr watch out.. sae wad not cleared properly.. den mus reclear.. giv her a tight slap off man........ hate her lyk hell.... thank god she let me off early... my buay song face ah..scared her wits off ba..............
haiz.. haizz. haizz.haiz.....this is nv turning back.. i gave up my happiness 4 u.. so pls do treasure it... i regretted agn.. i told myself nt to regret anitings in life.. cos wheneva u start to regret.. u r too late to turn back.. but y since i noe tad. i try my best to cherish.. but i still hav to let go and regret....... seeing u happy makes me tink tad its all worth it.. but i'm too dumb to do tad.... don't u tink so? but i'm jus so toot lah...
ci ke ni yi zhen de li kai wo.. zai mei you wo de yi ge shi jie zi you de zou...( adapted frm zhang shao han angela zhen de)
what we could have been, 6:07 PM.
